Gerry Butler and This Man I Know

I just finished seeing The Bounter Hunter, just before which i saw The Ugly Truth for the Nth time. Before that, of course, i did that lame, SO unlike me post about dreams and shit to keep my mind off the stupid stupid antics of This Man I Know. Seriously, what the fuck was i going on and on about in the last two posts, and WHY? Who the fuck cares about dreams and shit like that anyway?

The poor guy is with someone who often talks like that for no reason at all, is it then a surprise that This Man I Know gets all worked up every now and then and goes into his shell or whatever. Hell no! Codswallop like that can drive anyone up the tree or down low on the cool-mood meter, if you please. 

But then he knew about this annoying habit of mine before he got himself where he did. It's what makes me, me. And though i've tried changing it, yeah, i've tried quite a bit, I refuse to try to change it now. I'll just vent it elsewhere, like i used to before i gave up blogging. I missed this. This whole blogging/venting thing. And though i don't have that many, or any followers here, i love it just as much. Now only if i could get the right colour combination and the template. That's ALWAYS the hardest part about turning a new leaf. Aside from actually tuning a new leaf which, of course, is The Hardest Part.

Anyhoo, back to the movies. Did i mention how much i LOVE Gerard Butler. This awesome friend of mine, Bee and I have this little thing we say about Gerard Butler. It goes "ehi munda chaida hai! ehi munda chaida da!".  I mean, seriously! Gerard Butler is so hot, it hurts. The way he talks, the way he smiles, oh my God the way he smiles; his walk, his eyes. His voice! He's like this perfect perfect eye candy and the kind of roles he has done in the two movies i saw today, it makes me want to have someone as special as that. Someone who doesn't screw up that much, of course.

Yes, we girls want everything in a guy and no guy can ever please us. And by us i totally mean me. O:)

I was so lost in him when i tried to think what was it that i liked so much about this man; and i couldn't help but draw similarities between him and This Man I Know. Maybe i exaggerated a bit in my head but seriously, there are some similarities in the eyes and the smile and the effect the latter has on the former.

Of course i didn't dwell on it much. I don't want to associate Butler with any guy i know in real life. Why? Because people always leave. And they leave tears, sadness, anger and bitterness behind. I know a certain someone who does that often in the name of work and i know he'll soon go to work for good. (I do spot the signs when i take off my rose tinted glasses and stop being the queen of denial.)

What i'm saying is, i don't want to associate real people with people i only dream about to be happy. Because if i do that, dreaming won't be fun when the real people leave, and leave they will.

-Trish

P.S. This dream analogy seems to have stuck. Should i change the blog's name etc to have something to do with dreams instead of tears and ice? We'll see about that. Night for now.