Friday, December 31, 2010

To MMXI


Hey baby,

I'm sorry i can't welcome you with more smiles than tears. I'll try, i promise. That, however, doesn't mean i look forward to you any less. If anything, i can't wait to welcome you; turn over a new leaf, start afresh and all.

I do hope you'll be different from the past five years when it comes to love and romance.

Which brings me to my first resolution for this coming year : No romantic involvements whatsoever. Of any kind. Nothing more than platonic, friendly interactions with anyone. No exceptions.
Any other resolutions? Let's see. I'll try to not become the profligate rich bitch i hate so much. Will hopefully be rich though and keep my job. Will keep my head on my shoulders and do my best at my ahem, workplace. Will not try drugs. Will not become a drunkard. Will not cry too much. Will try to not get addicted to cigarettes. Will try to save money. Will not say "I love you" to anyone who has a pp.

That should be all.

Looking forward to you, MMXI.

Love.

To MMX

To you,

I'll miss you.

You made me understand how nothing lasts forever. You gave me some of the best memories of my life and some of the best gifts anyone could ever give me. You leave me a smarter and, hopefully, a more mature individual.

Even if i'm not stronger, i know myself more than i ever did. I know my fallibilities and my weaknesses. And i thank you for it.

You'll be missed, as will be the people i won't have in 2011. I guess the people a little more than you.

Love.